Feeling I And I

My week is all mixed up due to missing my regular schedule. Fridays are still empty for a week or two and I was sick Tuesday. Therefore everything is out of whack.

Having lots of time can be fun if you have something to do. But, other than play computer games all I have been doing is read and blog. The blogosphere keeps drawing my attention. That's when I feel irrelevant and invisible.

Feelings are strange. They arrive for no reason and defy explanation, but they can't be dismissed as unimportant. I could whine about it but won't. I just have to note my feelings and see if something needs to be done.

We all go through bad days and pull ourselves out by whatever method works. My method is writing. Thinking about the problem can make me brood on it. Writing about it gets most of the angst out. It doesn't solve the problem but it helps.

Maybe I should join a Blues or Emo band.