Dazed

I have been tired and cranky these last few days. I couldn't seem to communicate with a friend on the weekend and that bothered me. I didn't do anything wrong but I made someone angry anyway. I stayed offline yesterday but went online tonight. I think I am being blocked.

What happened to trust, and honesty, and respect? They are probably still there but when I'm hurt I can't see them. I have been trying to change these last few months but have found it difficult. Change comes slow for me.

I hate waiting and wondering what is happening. I know people sometimes need time to express what is on their minds. Still, I feel dazed and sore.