Directions

I am rather thoughtful today. I am not brooding as much as contemplating who I am and what I want. I am not sure how I got into this situation and I am not sure I want to be here.

I have been thinking a lot this week about friends and about where my life is going. I couldn't define what was making me think about all of this and that was irritating. I just know I need to change something.

I was going to phone my friend F but he called and invited me to brunch. We didn't get to talk about too much of this because another friend was there. He reacted to one thing and this got me thinking even more. I have lots to think about and have to sort the various components out.

One other related but separate aspect of this has been my search for local (or at least regional) blogs. I have "met" some nice people through blogs so I thought to do another search starting with Blogger blogs. This is difficult because I need to keep changing the 'location parameter' in the url since terms are only searchable if you have a profile to work from.

I hope to make some more local contacts. This has got me thinking about the people I know online and offline and the differences between them. What works in one environment may not work in the other. I am pretty open to people online but not as approachable in real life.

Thinking about all of this has produced more questions than answers. I know my brain will be busy for a few days.